it's a choice

Am i free or am i trapped inside a cage? Or am i the cage?

I laid it out and face the facts because there ain't much left for me to say

Nah.. I do but you wouldn't buy it anyway..

So i just keep my distance.. and you can look the other way

So can i trust that you'd answer and tell me whats on your mind?

It's just my interpretation.

Don't decline just so it could make me happy.

You can do whatever you want.

It's your choice. I know your reasons. Don't worry cause i'm ok


SONG LYRICS I MADE! halfway je la..
amacam?? :D

c'mon people, gimme a break!

So.. its been like, uhm, 5 months(not really ;p) since I updated my blog. Cos I've probably had some bigger fish to fry. And i don't have anything to say because I always had nuthin. Oh, ya! I have this :-


So.. I've read one of my friend's blog and it kinda reminded me about myself haha.. the first paragraph of her blog kinda strucked for me. :P Anyways, i noticed that most of my friends (especially most of my classmates) think something that they shouldn't. I mean.. can't those people think? I mean, Like a human being should be doing?? I mean.. C'mon man.. don't go spread shit rumors man.. dont make me drop the F bomb.. 


They think im taken by someone? HAHAHA WOW! Yeah right. like that's gonna happen. Gimme a break! GOD! aduuh! Mana aku ada couple dengan diaa.. Alahaii.. Dia tu pun dah ada ramai sangat admirers. I can't just barge in and take her like that! Besides! I'm not even ready yet! And I don't think she's ready to accept someone either! AND THAT SOMEONE'S NOT GONNA BE ME! Dem u all who think that way! Shame on you >:O Yea sure I do like her but.. Gimme a break man! Aku dah sakit hati org pikir camtu. Haiih.. I wouldn't want to annoy her with other people screaming at us saying "OI! COUPLE EAA??? WOW IDRUS COUPLE DGN AMOI SEEYH! WOI! MAINKAN DIA LAGU ARR!!".T__T So I had to stay away from her. Obviously.. I don't even think i'm even worthy to be her boyfriend :l I'm not ruining her reputation. I respect her. I wont expect anything more from her. getting this close is good enough. So you people shut up and let me go with the flow, Alright? I mean, She's like my sister! I trust her with my life! and I'd be pretty depressive if she lied to me. F.Y.I, I'm pretty sure many of you do think i'm like her boyfriend. C'mon I'm not that type. I'm a loner guy. I barely talk to people la.. And don't call me sombong just cuz i don't socialize. I'm just a thinker. I think facts about life. so just shut up. I know what you guys are saying. I'm pretty sure I made that clear :P Or maybe i can just "buat muka tembok" XD


So, Did you get all that? now do you know?? Okay. She has her own things to do, I have mine.. Ok? Ok.
Anyways.. Exam's coming! Hohoho I'm not studying :D

Aye! hard a starboard!

aye!!! ARRR! *matey* grr. guarrrr! aRrRRrrr!!

Yer' Cap'n be sailin' to rough seas beforrr~ me scallywags!, 

I be sailin to a new sea and be killin land lubbers hahaha! ARRR~!

lol pirate slang tu hahahhaa!

what be troublin' ye matey?? i be appreciatin yer if ye scallywags follow me!

scrawl me a message and weigh in!! ArRRRRrrrRRr~~!

i be cast an eye for ye matey! aye! hard a starboard!!